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Friday, March 2, 2012
Give me my freedom for as long as I be...
"... all I ask of living is to have no chains on me" -- Blood, Sweat and Tears (does anybody remember them?)
In 1980 when I decided to dump what there was of a career and go adventuring, I knew there would be a price to pay. I decided the price would be worth it. I traded adventure while my contemporaries were slaving away in offices and factories for a time when they would be out on golf courses while I went to work on a newspaper copy desk somewhere. Copy editing is very mobile and a job not many people like doing and there was almost always employment available so I figured to end my days on a copy desk editing stories and writing headlines until I couldn't any more, happy with the memories of adventures I had experienced while I still could. In 1980 I could maybe have predicted the technological revolution that was growing at greater and greater speed if I had thought about it a little, but I could not have predicted the demise of newspapers.
When I went back to the newspaper a few years ago, the whole industry was starting to falter. It looked like it was going to be a race to see who died first, me or the newspaper.
Given the state of the American newspaper these days and given my age at the time, it looked to be a fairly even race. But after a couple of pay cuts, some furloughs and a cutback in hours it was beginning to look like I would win but it would have been a hollow victory. Maybe I should have paid more attention on those nights when there were only two of us in the newsroom of the largest newspaper in Alaska. It was looking to me like the whole industry was burning the house logs in order to stay warm. Still, I figured I'd ride it down and maybe let it outlast me but that is not going to happen now. I will be on the outside looking in as the industry continues its slide.
But, what does a guy do when he's laid off in this economy at the age of 69?
Peggy Lee used to sing the answer to that one: "if that's all there is, then keep on dancing, break out the booze, and have a ball."
It's not as bad as it seems. Despite this blow to my version of retirement, this is a good turn personally. There is time for more adventure while I am still healthy enough to get it on; all I have to do is go find some.
During the first meeting of a college psychology class way back in the 1960s the teacher asked us to go around the room with each person in turn telling something about where they hoped to go in life. Everyone took the teacher seriously and told what we hoped to be doing, where we expected our careers to take us. That was until the turn reached the hippie looking fellow over by the window. This was the 60s after all and there were such people. With a big smile on his face he said, "I am going to the Beatles concert in August." That was it, his life's ambition. Most of the people laughed and then looked expectantly but that was his life plan at the moment. For some reason that spoke to me in words that said seize the present, set achievable goals, live for now, and obviously I have never forgotten that incident. Who can really recognize what is going to turn out to be a defining moment in life?
With that said, there is a plan for this new turm. Lady Gaga is about to go on tour. As soon as the venues and dates are announced I plan to buy two tickets for a show in a city where I have never been before. And, when the time comes, I intend to go. I have learned that when you make an indefinite plan going out that far into the future, you ought to do something to make it tangible. When I eventually built my cabin at the East Pole, I was actually taking tools out of the original packaging I had bought from a list I made 10 years earlier. Along that same line, I discovered recently as far as concerts go there is an app for that. The picture you see is that app, my lighter for the show. On my iPhone.
In the meantime, I have a book demanding to be written, and, oh yeah, three short pieces on Iditarod mushers. There are at least four ocean voyages out there that are possibilities, one of them for three years. And then there is the spring offensive with the Occupy Movement.
And, I need to get going. As, the Rolling Stones sang so many years ago: "I have my freedom, but I don't have much time."
I have a slightly different take on this because I have young children. Until my youngest heads off to college I'm tied to the proverbial 9 to 5 world, after that I have told my wife I have absolutely no intention of living out the rest of my days living in a town full of hybrid crosses of ignorant rednecks and arrogant snobs.
ReplyDeleteWhile it is a long range plan subject to whatever life might throw my way my intention is to move out of the country to someplace like Belize.
Oh yeah, I'm working on a book as well but I figure it will never see the light of day. At best it is something my kids or potential grandkids might get a kick out of after I'm long gone.
Children do affect the dream and the wait is understandable. MIne are grown so it is not an issue, but earlier adventures often included them.
ReplyDeleteAs for the book, a friend once told me his book might not be published but compared with most people who say they want to write a book, he will at least have to pile of paper to prove he did. In the long run the pleasure is in the writing; publishing and any money are gravy. And most of all as a parrothead, you must remember the great line: we do it for the stories we can tell.
:)
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Always a bummer, but I don't think I've ever left a job (quit or otherwise) that didn't turn out to be better in the long run.
ReplyDeleteNow that you're not working nights, maybe we can even grab dinner from time to time.
For once, all three of us are within 100 mi of each other! :)
She'll be in Australia from June 13 to July 8. What's stopping you?
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