Anyone who's ever lived in the Alaska Bush has endured the
pain and suffering of perpetual hauling along a difficult trail. And anyone who's done it has more than
one story to tell. Everything has
to go however far it is along an individual's trail and few have ever taken
that trail in without pulling some kind of contraption behind, loaded with
building materials, or food, or a piece of furniture. We haul with snowmachines and we haul with four-wheelers,
some haul with airplanes and others haul with dog teams. Some simply walk pulling a little red sled
behind.
It's incessant and insidious. I
don't think I ever went to the East Pole without a fully packed sled behind the
snowmachine. I always came out lighter though. After all the troubles hauiling things in, no one would ever
think of hauling anything out unless it was broken and you couldn't fix it yourself.
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There's the ancient Action Packer. (The gray box
on the right, smart ass) |
And, we all are looking for better ways to do it, sometimes
even inventing a new method. I
have a friend who actually built a back-packing harness so he could carry 4x8
sheets of plywood on his back.
We examine other people's loads carefully looking for those
better ways, some way someone else is doing it that would make our hauling if
not easier, at least more efficient. One of those improvements was the Action
Packer that came out, maybe a couple of decades ago. The first models were one size, a size that fit perfectly
and snuggly into the sled I usually hauled with. This was after the cabin had been built and I had a large
heavy-duty plastic sled with high sides. Even then I had a welding shop make a
heavy aluminum band that fit like a U along the sides and around the back of
the sled, so the towing pressure was on the metal and the back of the sled, not
in easily broken-out holes that anchored the hitch in the plastic. Hauling
during construction was done on a steel-runnered heavy sled, stout enough for
what one friend called combat hauling. Once all the heavy stuff is in, you can
go to something lighter. The Action Packer looked perfect and over the years
has proved to be tough enough for the trail as well. I still have the two I bought in the early '90s.
But, isn't it the nature of man, that we can't leave well enough
alone, that we have to keep improving, even to the detriment of the original
product? Over the years those
boxes grew larger, and there was a smaller model too. I admit to buying one of each of those, but what I found was
while I could carry more stuff in the larger one, when I reached the cabin I
couldn't lift the damn thing because it had too much stuff in it, so I had to
lighter my goods up the steps onto the porch and into the house.
Then the manufacturer decided to put wheels on them. Anyone worth his Haulers Anonymous card
knows those wheels won't last long on the hard trail, even inside the sled. They never even tempted me.
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| The new more expensive and decidedly breakable version. |
Today I saw the latest generation, and for the second time
in as many trips laughed out loud in the supermarket. That's the one in the picture. Now it has wheels and flip-down legs that fold out so it can stand
higher. My bet is those legs won't
last long on the trail either. But that wasn't my first thought. The first
thought, the one that made me laugh, was that pretty soon these things are
going to be self-propelled, a
small engine and maybe bigger mud-bogger wheels, or at least the wheels and a
towing rig so they can be hauled without using a sled or trailer. As a matter of fact they could make the
wheels interchangeable with skis so the box could be used summer and
winter. If this new version costs
$79.99 on sale, imagine what that the next generation would cost. I think I paid about $20 for the ones I
have now.
At any rate I thought it was worth a second trip into the
store with my camera to get a picture of this monstrosity.
Now, I realize, most people have never experienced the joys
of hauling heavy, often cumbersome and clumsy materials along a winding, hilly,
moguled trail, praying you make the top of the hill and screaming as you hope you live through careening down the next one, so for your edification, here's a short story I wrote after a
particularly arduous day on the trail to the East Pole:
Author's note: Please forgive the names. It was written in a rush and I didn't
want to stop to think of better ones.
HAULERS ANONYMOUS
A TALE FROM AUGUSTUS BIRCH-ALDER
The meeting began even before the boys had the big H.A.
banner hung at the back of the little community hall stage. The room was packed
with rough-looking bush folk, the kind of people who lived alone in the woods
and mountains and spent a whole lot more time on the trail than they ever spent
in a bath. Crosby Stills was
clearing his throat to begin the HA pledge when the rear door opened and closed
quietly. He was the only one who
saw the stranger enter. The
newcomer sat down in the back row so quickly few others made out who he
was. In the row right in front of
him Spuds McWhortle elbowed his partner Gravy Dickens and they nodded to each
other. They had noticed the
stranger at each of the past few meetings as he sat quietly in the back,
entering just as the meetings began and leaving just before they ended. They understood. Just being here meant you were admitting
you had a problem you didn't want others to know about.
Crosby cleared his throat again and recited the pledge to
the murmurs of those in the audience following along. It began as each added in his own name: "My name is Crosby Stills, and...
I'm ... a hauler...," and went on from there.
When the pledge was finished the boys congratulated each
other, shook hands around and then looked again to Crosby at the podium. As he had done at every meeting since
the first, he asked them to donate some money to keep the group in refreshments
and literature and the like to which most of the poor woods folk laughed or
looked at the ceiling, anywhere but directly at the speaker. Then he called for the meat of the meeting.
"Anybody want to make a Testimonial? Anybody new who ain't spoke
yet?" A few of the boys
turned toward the back where the stranger sat, but there was no movement from
that quarter.
Ringo George raised his hand.
"Ringo?
You talked before."
"Got more to say.
I ain't testifyin' or nuthin', just want to discuss something."
"Okay, Ringo, you got the floor."
Ringo uncurled himself from the chair he was wrapped around
and strode to the podium. He stood
for a minute, nervously scanning his audience. Then he focused on the top of the wall at the back of the
room and said, "My name is Ringo George and I'm a hauler and I got a
little complaint here I think we ought to discuss." The others leaned forward in their
chairs. "Come on, Ringo, what
is it?" somebody shouted.
"It's about this support we're supposed to give each
other. Now, when a guy gets the
urge he's supposed to go see somebody else, am I right? And that guy's supposed to talk him out
of it, right?" They all
nodded agreement, though some seemed to hold back just a little.
"Well," Ringo went on, "I ain't so sure some
of us is too good at doin' that part.
I mean if a guy comes to you and says he's got the urge, by all rights
you ought to be talkin' him out of it, right?"
"All right, what happened?"
"I'm gettin' to it, hold on." He paused for a few seconds, as if to
decide something, figure out how he was going to say what he had to say. Then, "This last week I had the
urge awful. I mean I had to move. I had to move things, lots of things,
much as I could pack on my little sled.
I mean I had to HAUL. I did
what I was supposed to do. What it
says in all the brochures. I went
down to this guy's cabin, wantin' to be talked out of it. Now, I ain't sayin' who, 'cause I don't
doubt any one of us mighta done the same.
Well, I says to this guy, I says, 'I got the urge. I gotta pack that sled and I gotta haul
somethin' somewhere."
Spuds dug his elbow into Gravy's ribs: "He said the 'H' word," and
they both laughed.
Ringo didn't even hear them. "This guy listened to me and smiled and acted like he
was understandin'. I kept on
talkin' and kept on tryin' to talk myself out of it, but he wasn't sayin'
nuthin' finally I run out of
things to say. Now, this is where
he's supposed to talk me out of it, right? Well, he still didn't say nuthin'. I ain't gittin' no support at'all and just about when I'm
fixin' to up and leave, my neighbor, my friend, my support mind you, the guy
that talked me into comin' to these meetings in the first place, he says
'Ringo, don't go.' Then, of
course, I argued a little, like I needed a little more convincin'. To that he says, 'I done my part. You oughtn't to go.' Then he waits a minute for this to sink
in and then if you can believe it he says this: he says, 'If you're so bound
determined to go, I got a couple of gas cans out there at the trail head. Maybe you could haul 'em in for
me.'"
The "H" word again. A few stifled laughs punctuated the general of agreement
that ran through the hall.
"That ain't support," Ringo said and left the podium to take his seat.
Crosby assumed the podium. "Thanks for that, Ringo," he said and then to the
rest of the meeting, he said, "We gotta help each other. That sorta thing doesn't help
anybody."
"Helped the guy needed the gas," somebody shouted.
"Boys, this ain't funny. We got a problem and we gotta lick it." He stopped and looked around. "Anybody else want to speak?"
Another hand went up and another figure walked toward the
front, only this body was hunched over and the man hobbled a little.
"Did most of his haulin' on his back," Gravy told
Spuds.
The new speaker leaned over the podium. "Name's Nash Young and I'm a
hauler," he said. "While
we's on the subject of neighbor helpin' neighbor, I got a story to tell. Like all of us here, I was haulin' stuff
on the trail regular. Seemed like
every day it was a trip or two.
One day I got to my place and was unloadin' and this guy comes walkin'
into the yard. Seems he's buildin'
a place up the crick a ways and he says howdy and looks over my kit. We had a cup of coffee and jawed a
while and then he left. The next
day I come in with another load and here he comes again only this time he's
pullin' a little hand sled. I was
unloadin' and I come to a box didn't look like any of mine. He says it looks like one of his and
sure enough we find his name down in a corner. How it got into my stuff, I'll never know, but there it
was. I just throw the stuff off
the pile onto the sled, never looked to see what's what 'til I git it back to
the cabin. Musta got some of his
stuff mixed in.
"Well, next day it happened again, only this time it
was a sheet of plywood and sure enough when I was unloading, there he was right
on schedule to pick it up. Seemed
like every day from then on somehow I'd get somethin' of his mixed in with
mine. Couldn't figure how in the
heck I was doin' it. Then one day
I had some trouble on the trail, got stuck a coupla times and all that. Had to make a third trip that day what
with some perishables left out and I got out to the end of the trail way after
dark. That's when I surprised this
old coot. He had the tarp up on my
pile and he was just slippin' a window underneath where I'd be sure to grab it first
thing next trip. He'd been doin'
it right along, takin' advantage of my disease to git his own haulin'
done. And I done it for a long
time without eve thinkin'. Haulin'
was haulin' and if I hauled another guy's stuff by accident, well that was okay. It was feedin' my habit."
Again some of the boys had a little trouble restraining their
laughter but at least aloud they all agreed it was a dastardly deed indeed.
Crosby returned to the vacated podium. "Anybody else want to talk? How about you, stranger?" He nodded toward the back of the room.
The newcomer unlimbered himself. "I guess it's time, isn't it?" he said and
received agreement all around.
He walked toward the front. A few in the room recognized him. "Tell you what," Young said to Ringo, "don't
always think I'll make it, but if he can, I can. That man's compulsive."
By this time the stranger had reached the stage. He leaned on the podium and looked out
at the gathering, hesitating.
finally, he began to speak.
"My name's Augustus Birch-Alder, and I guess I'm a
hauler." He stopped, looked
around the room. "This is my first
time talkin' here. I been sittin'
in the back listenin' and I guess what I gotta do is tell my whole story
here." He stopped again and
looked across the faces in front of him.
It's not easy to stand up in front of a bunch of strangers and tell them
about your weaknesses. They'd all
been there before, they'd all done it and they all tried to make it easy for
him.
"I don't mind tellin' you boys the judge sent me
here. It was either this or jail
time, so I opted for here.
"I started like a lotta guys. I wanted to move to the woods, get away from town and
people, live clean and free. I
went out to my land with jest a backpack and what I could haul in a red sled." More than a few pairs of eyes in the
place expressed an understanding for that.
"Well, I got out there, set up my tent and commenced to
livin' the good life. Started
cuttin' trees for my house and lived with it for quite a time. I even got to eatin' the local flora
and fauna. Then one day I got to
hankerin' for some fresher food and also thought maybe a box of nails'd make
things go a lot easier. I dragged
that sled to town and filled it and dragged it back to my place. I unloaded, looked at the pile, then
looked around. What I thought was,
maybe a few shop-cut boards'd make things go better so off I headed to town
again.
"I brought in one load of lumber on that little sled
but right there I decided I was going to need more, so I went right on back to
town. This time it was moren' I
could drag myself, so I bought one of them snowmachines and I could haul ten
times the stuff. When I seed how
easy it was with that little machine, I took to that trail like there was no
tomorrow. I mean I started haulin'
bigger and bigger loads until I got 'em so big I couldn't haul 'em with that
little snowmachine no more. That's
when I went and bought the Cat.
Now that dozer was a haulin' machine. The stuff I dragged down that trail, you wouldn't
believe."
By now the boys in the hall were quiet, listening. Not even the worst of them had gone so
far as to buy a bulldozer.
"I never knew it was happenin'. I just kept draggin' stuff down that
trail. The pile of things at my
place got bigger and bigger, but I just kept to that trail. Then one day something strange
happened. I knew it soon's I woke
up in my tent, but I couldn't figure it out at first. It was late enough, but it was like the sun didn't
rise. I got dressed and went out
and it scared me, I'll tell you.
There I was standin' out, but no sun. I thought it never come up. For a minute I thought this was the end of the world. I was about to start prayin', and then
I took a few steps down the trail and that's when I realized what it was I'd
done. I built that pile of stuff
I'd been ahulin' down that trail so big it went and blocked out the sun. That's how much stuff I hauled down
that trail. When it blocked the
sun I knew I had to do something.
I was in trouble. I
hightailed it out of there. I
headed right for town, no Cat, no snowmachine, no sled, not even a
backpack. I just ran to town. And that's where the trouble come. I never should of tried to quit cold
turkey.
"I run right to my woman's house. She's right next to a store so I didn't
even have to bring groceries all that far. I did fine there for a couple of days and then one day while she was to work,
it come over me again. I didn't
even know it, I wasn't even all that aware of what I was doing. But, I started haulin' with a
vengeance. I grabbed a kid's
little red wagon and I started haulin'.
In two hours I had all her living room furniture and half a bedroom down
to the corner. I was headin' back
for the dining room table and that's when the police come. 'Fore I knowed it I was spread-eagled
on a car, read my rights and accused of grand larceny. They hauled me off to the hoosegow and
up before a judge before I really even figured out what I'd done myself. I tried to explain to that judge and I
think he was beginnin' to understand.
Said he had a weekend cabin in the woods once but he never did get
everything he wanted out there.
Said he finally give it up.
That old judge he give me the choice of jail time or meetin' with you
boys here. Meantime, whilst I was
coolin' my heels in that jail I gets this note from my woman sayin' she can't
abide no man steals her furniture and good-by. So here I am.
Don't mind tellin' you boys, I'm a broken man. Lost my woman, lost my pride, did jail time and got no place
to live, less'n I haul some more stuff out to that cabin site. All I got in the world's that mountain
of stuff out there, but I know if I go, I'm going to need more of somethin' and
the whole thing starts up again. I
come here for help. I'm a hauler
and there ain't no doubt, no doubt at'all."
He stopped, shuddering, staring into the upturned
faces. And then the voices of
understanding began returning to him.
They each walked up and shook his hand, said it'd be all right, he was
among friends, they'd all been there, we're here to help. Augustus Birch-Alder stood there
shaking, but gradually the boys brought him around again.
Crosby Stills cleared his throat. "We gotta thank Augustus for that one. A horror story for all of us to
remember. Thanks. It helps all of us to know there's
others been on that trail with a heavy load. Thank you, brother.
It's the first step to recovery.
We're here to help with each step and drag the others along with us as
we go."
He stopped, looked around and then spoke again. "I guess that's about all the
business we can take for tonight.
How about if we quit and have a little refreshment?" Everyone agreed. Crosby looked across the room toward
the door that led into the kitchen area.
He hollered, "Okay, Maggie, you can bring the cart out now."
Maggie, the cook and waitress and just about everything else
around the community hall, backed into the room pulling a cart full of snack
foods and a big coffee urn.
As the cart came full into the room, Gravy Dickens stood up
and took a step toward it.
"Here, let me help," he said. Nash Young, catching Gravy's drift offered, "I'll give
you a little push." Spuds
McWhortle just a step behind Gravy shouted, "If anybody's gonna haul that
cart across this room, it'll be me.
Gravy shouted back, "I was here first," but few of
them heard him as he went down under the stampede of feet trying to get to that
cart. Three more jumped into the
fray pushing, pulling, gouging, kicking and, yes, hauling that cart across the
room. The whole thing almost
turned into a full-fledged brawl before they finally wrestled the cart to the
serving table. Maggie crawled out
from under the tangle of arms and legs on her hands and knees, her hair
disheveled and looking like she was ready to dive back in herself. She stood up and walked over to where
Crosby Stills was watching.
Maggie knew.
Crosby knew. Some of these
boys was going to need a whole lot more therapy than anybody thought they
would.
Copyright © Tim Jones
