Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Conversation with a young prostitute

WARNING:  This is nothing like anything anyone has seen on this blog before.  It is an excerpt from something I am working on and another experiment on my part,  Be aware there is some rough language and drug and sex references. It's an instant-messaging internet conversation with all the inherent typographical errors intact.

All material Copyright©Tim Jones

whaleman: one of these days i want to talk about it anyway
BetCbball: we should talk nw
BetCbball: now
whaleman: ok
whaleman: when was the first time you used meth?
whaleman: was it before or after you left home?
BetCbball: oh wow
BetCbball: err
BetCbball: first used after i left home
whaleman: do you remember where you were and the circumstance?
BetCbball: like..
whaleman: who was around, who gave it to you    was it a party or just two of you, that sort of thing
BetCbball: i was screwing around this guy
BetCbball: and he was a user
BetCbball: it was just the two of us
BetCbball: was a awesome night
BetCbball: had been doing not awesome..
BetCbball: and he offered me some
BetCbball: wasnt like...
BetCbball: he forced me
BetCbball: or sold it to me
BetCbball: just offered some
BetCbball: best high of my life
whaleman: the first one usually is  i undrstand
BetCbball: i really thought that was the light at the end of the tunnel
BetCbball: he was a cool guy in the beginning
BetCbball: like i thought this was just my new way of life
whaleman: can you tell me how that first one affected you
whaleman: physiocally, mentally?  where did this happen?
whaleman: city i mean
BetCbball: buffalo
BetCbball: i didnt do anything 'bad' until i got to buffalo
BetCbball: before al this i was really tring to just like...get outta dodge
whaleman: just curious, were yu a virgin when you got to buffalo
BetCbball: haha no
whaleman: so that happened before you left,     with that long term boyfriend?
BetCbball: a meth high is like.. on top of thw orld
BetCbball: you can do anything
BetCbball: and ya
BetCbball: i think ive told you about hi
BetCbball: m
whaleman: jsut that he existed
BetCbball: he existed
BetCbball: he was awesome
whaleman: don't need to dwell on that now
BetCbball: first love absolutely
whaleman: well, ok'
whaleman: can you say what made him awesome'
BetCbball: he was the first person that i ever felt like i could tell everything
BetCbball: havent you ever had that feeling?
whaleman: no, not really
BetCbball: and we had similar stuff going on...kinda..
whaleman: Tht sound ritht
BetCbball: but i fucked that one up
whaleman: how?
BetCbball: like...uh..i was too much....
BetCbball: wasnt fair to him
whaleman: forgive me if i seem blunt here, 
BetCbball: i was kinda starting to realize i needed to get out
whaleman: too much in what aay
whaleman: ok i can understand that
BetCbball: like i was cutting and he saw it....
BetCbball: and would call him hyperventilating wanting to be dead..
whaleman: by cutting do you mean on your arms   or cutting classes?
BetCbball: my body
BetCbball: home was a lot of stress...and i didnt know how to handle it
BetCbball: and it upset him
BetCbball: so he booked it
BetCbball: which....good for him
whaleman: do you still have scars from that?
BetCbball: ya
whaleman: i can imagine with all it seemed you had going on at home it was tough on a kid in school
BetCbball: i think thats probobly pretty normal for teenagers
BetCbball: like happens a lot
whaleman: yeah i did some reading about cutting a few years ago when i met someone else on here who was doing it
whaleman: it was new to me then
BetCbball: it gives you like a releif
BetCbball: like a high
BetCbball: small high
whaleman: yes i understood
whaleman: what i recall from what i read was that it usually is not so much about getting attention as it is about feeling something, anything
BetCbball: exactly
BetCbball: EXACTLY
whaleman: <<<<  not so out of tpuch for an old guy lol
whaleman: ok
whaleman: well tell me about th high
BetCbball: haha youre not out of trouch
BetCbball: cutting?
whaleman: yu said it was like you felt you cold do anything
BetCbball: geez that was a long time ago
whaleman: no the meth
BetCbball: oh meth
BetCbball: hahah
BetCbball: wayyy better
BetCbball: like invinsible
BetCbball: like...confident
BetCbball: on top of the world
BetCbball: NOTHING is wrong
whaleman: or can go wrong?
BetCbball: could handle anything that went wrong
BetCbball: like bad things arent so bad
whaleman: oh
BetCbball: everything is god
BetCbball: good
whaleman: does it intensify feelings?
whaleman: like is sex better with it?
BetCbball: sex is WAY better with it
BetCbball: like feels better goes better is better
BetCbball: easy to have sex with gross people
whaleman: when you were working on the street did that help you through it?
BetCbball: ya
BetCbball: totally
whaleman: HOw about other things, could you function in normal things  liek shopoping or just routine parts of life?
BetCbball: i think so...but like i wasnt sucessful
BetCbball: so maybe no
BetCbball: lol
whaleman: In the book the girl knew immediately it was bad for her, but she succumbed to the effects and went with it and she kept knowing it was bad but going back to it anyway…  did you?  think of it as bad at first, or ever, for that matter
BetCbball: haha ya like hte frist time using you knwo its bad
BetCbball: but it doesnt matter
BetCbball: like i said..
BetCbball: i was leaving a life that didnt work
whaleman: she had a good life and she knew it, no major traumas, good grades, stable family though parents divorced, but generally all right, maybe  little bored with that.  It was her real father who turned her on.  So you were quite different, you were looking for a way out, a way to find new life,  she was the opposite, had a good life, but succumbed to the rush.  Same result, differnt path
BetCbball: so i was willing to try anything that wasnt that
BetCbball: and if this was a option for a new life that i could handle
BetCbball: then it was better
BetCbball: and i just wanted something better
BetCbball: and with meth...things hurt less, for sure

AND, please, understand this is a work of total fiction.

The book referred to above is "Crank" by Ellen Hopkins.  Find it on Amazon.

Conversation with an older writer

Sunday, August 25, 2013

Fair and fall


First licks at the chopping block.

The signs have been gathering, if subtly.  The nights are a little longer and cooler, but so far without that first sharp crispness in the air. Still it turns thoughts in the direction of the woodpile decimated in response to last winter's cold.

Two days ago a chickadee flitted about the garden, probably wondering why all that green was still there and where those feeders are. Yesterday one landed on the head of the scare-owl looking over the food situation.  Then today a nuthatch used the same perch to check things out.

A small flock of sandhill cranes today pecked around in the pasture just on the shoulder of the town.

So far there's no new snow on the mountain, but there has been hard frost north of here, so it is creeping southward.  The bloom has reached the top of the fireweed and so the time is ripe.
After one of the warmest summers on record, the past few weeks have been cool and rainy and last night the temperature dipped into the 30s, the first that’s been noticed this year.

Firewood delivered Friday, first splitting yesterday and another couple hours today, with a long way to go.  The sore muscles from the activity feel good. There is something invigorating about the onset of autumn and the solid smack of a maul against a thick round of sold birch wood.

I hadn't planned to go to the state fair this year.  Then the sun broke through today and with rain in the forecast, if I were to change my mind, today was the day to go.  Of course no experienced Alaskan would try the state fair on a sunny Sunday and I knew it would be crowded going in, but I have never seen this many cars in the parking lots before.  The fair today must have been as populated as some places in Alaska that call themselves cities.

It was pretty much of the same thing from previous years with one big change, at least for me.  I usually run across at least a dozen people I know wandering around there, but today not one. Honestly, almost 40 years in Alaska and in the biggest crowd I've ever seen at the fair, I didn’t see one familiar face. Of course that could have been the smarter Alaskans predicting and avoiding the huge crowd on a sunny Sunday.

Wait, I take that back.  I did see one familiar face.  It was the sullen expression of a teenaged boy whose father was dragging him through the livestock exhibits, an expression that said "I am not going to enjoy this no matter what is in here."  It was the same expression my son had when I did the same thing, dragged him to see sheep and goats and cows when less than a hundred yards away there were carnival rides and games and teenaged girls. I laughed right out loud this kid looked so much like my own son just a few short years ago.

If that boy had only known how lucky he was. Not too many years ago there were twice as many livestock exhibits as there were this day.  Year by year the numbers have dwindled, which to my mind is a shame.  I hope it doesn't signal further decline of the American family farm, but it sure seems like it.

I enjoyed my usual cheesecake ice cream cone and pork chop on a stick, looked over the exhibits and then after about three hours headed home, past some more sandhill cranes, through all the traffic, back toward the snowless mountain that only too soon will don its winter white at the peak and then the shroud will slowly creep down its sides to cleanse the world with snow once more.

Meanwhile the pile of firewood continues to beckon along with the remainder of the pork chop I didn't quite finish at the fair.
A way to go yet.
Firewood and revery

Droning on and on and ...



First of all a disclaimer.  This is not meant to take sides in the discussion of the use of drones in warfare, but a look at the other side of the issue, a side that has not been articulated in anything  I've read.

Putting the blind fear survivalists have of the their own government spying on them or coming after them, the issue seems to be the cold, impartial way an inanimate object kills innocents.  Well, conventional war kills innocents too. It doesn't make it right, but that's part of the deal.  Civilians die in wars, always have, always will, that is the nature of war.

It is also the nature of war that young people in uniform die fighting for causes a lot of them don't even understand. Look at Iraq. Bush and Cheney rushed us into war against a country based on lies  emanating  from the 9/11 attacks and intelligence, or lack of it, concerning weapons of mass destruction. It was all couched in patriotism, and the troops were made heroes fighting to protect America. What exactly they were protecting America from still remains a big question.  Iraq was no threat to Americans, unless you count oil supplies.  But that's off the subject.  Plenty of civilians died in the Iraq conflict; as a matter of fact they are still dying even though the U.S. is not fighting there any more.  As a matter of fact it is a civilian against civilian war that kills innocents by the hundreds.  But let a U.S. drone go astray and kill a noncombatant, immediately the whole thing is vile.

While that is inexcusable, look at the other side of the drone effort.  Through history the development of equipment for war has been aimed at killing as many of the enemy as possible while slowly moving your own fighters farther and farther from danger.  Long range artillery does that, beginning with catapults.  Airplanes do that, putting fighters farther removed from those they are fighting, taking them out of  hazard while still exacting a toll on the enemy.

The drone carries that to a new extreme.  The fighting man or woman now can sit relatively safely in a room somewhere, while targeting  the enemy.  More casualties on the enemy, fewer on the good guys. It keeps our guys safer and less vulnerable to the wounds of war.

The horrors of the atomic bombs dropped on Hiroshima and Nagasaki killed thousands of Japanese civilians, but World War II ended RIGHT NOW without the loss of one more American serviceman's life.  What is right?  Distance from the immediate battlefield? Maybe.

And, while we condemn those wicked drones for killing bystanders, keep in mind that they also do a job that used to have to be done by troops on the ground where they would have to face enemy fire.  What began as hand to hand combat and ever since the first cave man pounded the second caveman, armies have worked to remove combatants step by step away from face-to-face confrontation.  The drone is simply the most recent step in that process and it does save lives on our side.

Of course, any weapon of war can be used for other applications and therein lies the danger of drones.  If a government uses them to spy on its own citizens or attack its own people  or they get into the hands of terrorists, it becomes a different story.  For the time being given that we have to trust our own people with every other weapon of war, we have to trust them to do the right thing with drones as well, but not without what oversight we can manage.  The enemy here isn't the drones themselves, the enemy is war itself. If the energy put into condemning or defending drones were put instead into creating peace we would all be better off, and the world would be a better place.  Given man's history there's not much chance of that.

So if we do have to fight wars, isn't it preferable we fight them employing a gamer with a joy stick to assure someone's son or daughter, brother or sister, husband or wife comes home rather than dying in combat, especially when our national motives are suspect and history may show those precious men and women died for no good reason at all?

FAA approves use of drones over Alaska oil fields

Drones in Alaska.

Thursday, August 22, 2013

'The Seventymile Kid'







Last night I finished reading Tom Walker's new book "The Seventymile Kid" totally exhausted.  It was a sympathetic exhaustion after following the adventures of Harry Karstens through every gold rush in Interior Alaska and to the very summit of the continent's tallest mountain.

Over years of reading, I have been fascinated by the toughness of pioneering Americans beginning with the French voyageurs and following people like Daniel Boone, the mountain men who followed him west, Lewis and Clarke, early polar explorers and those hardy folks who came north for the gold rushes in the Klondike and Alaska.  It is not their accomplishments that are fascinating as much as the hardships they overcame to reach those heights.  This book details the life of one such wilderness man and in the process celebrates that pioneering toughness.

While today many people consider a trip of a hundred miles as arduous even in a warm automobile, the people who made those early voyages and treks over thousands of miles, often in temperatures well below freezing, enduring weather conditions that seem to defy belief, undertook them with a seemingly matter of fact attitude of nonchalance.  Seemingly, because the experienced ones who survived knew the dangers and came prepared with equipment, but also experience and the kind of determination it takes to handle those conditions and the inevitable disasters that develop from them.

Tom's book follows Karstens from his initial trip as an 18-year-old cheechako over the Chilkoot Pass and down the Yukon River to the Klondike, through years as a freighter, mail hauler, prospector, hunter and outdoorsman to just about every place in Alaska that harbored a gold rush.  In the process this man who could be on the cold interior Alaska winter trails for months at a time, made a reputation for himself as the kind of wilderness hand even the toughest of a breed of tough men could admire.

It was this reputation that led him to the summit of McKinley for the most part dragging Hudson Stuck with him. Tom Walker takes a reader on almost every agonizing step over those trails and up that mountain in a way that makes us feel at least a little of what those adventurers did, the hard work, the cold, the wind, successes and disappointments. Tom's description of the difficulties of that climb where each small success seemed to be met with a newer, greater challenge, is so vivid, the actual summit, rather than another obstacle, came as a surprise when I reached that point.

In the process he sets the record straight as to whom the responsibility for the success of the first party to reach the summit belongs.  Ask anyone who was the first to summit Mount McKinley and most will say Hudson Stuck, an Episcopal missionary known for his work throughout Alaska.  Taking nothing away from Stuck, Tom's account, based on extensive research including locating handwritten journals made by other members of the party, reveals the story of how four men made that summit and how none would have been there had it not been for Harry Karstens.

To develop that account, the word exhaustive comes to mind again, referring to the amount of research Tom did over the years.  He told me some time ago he had been working on this project for more than 20 years.  On and off it took that long to find the documentation that leads to an authoritative account of something that happened a hundred years ago.  A six-page bibliography in very small typeface is testament to the sheer volume of that research.

Tom adds a credibility of his own to the account, though subtle.  He has traveled many of those same trails, endured some of the same hardships, during his years in Alaska, trekking most of the state, most often alone, in pursuit of wildlife photographs and material for his books.  Without falling into a first person "I understand because I did the same thing" sort of addition to the story, his own experience on the trail allows him to write credible accounts of what the men in the book endured.  It all makes for a great read.

Harry Karstens was named the first superintendant of the newly formed and now-called Denali National Park and served in that position through most of the 1920s; his duty involved defending the country where he had spent so much time, often from people quite like himself.

This is a book that belongs on the shelf of anyone who claims to be an Alaskan.

Find it on Amazon

I did a rod? Really?


One of the drawbacks to editing is that you are always telling people where they are wrong.  From the simplest misspelling to a major fact, the whole job is looking for mistakes, particularly at newspapers. 

People don't like to be told they are wrong.  Sometimes you just get tired of telling people that and facing from many an argument about it. It gets old.  I am guilty of losing the edge to do that and reached a point where I would let some errors go if it didn't hurt the story rather than walk over and tell someone this or that was wrong.

One I have regretted and it still bothers me.  A fellow at the last paper where I worked wrote a story that involved the Iditarod race and in particular some of the history of the gold rush in Iditarod itself.

He described one of the original discoverers reaching the head of navigation on the Iditarod River, sticking a pole in the water and declaring it deep enough by saying "I did a rod," meaning a measure of depth.  

Now, first of all a rod is a measure of horizontal distance, not depth. Do you know the story of Mark Twain? No self respecting sailor would say that, but some leeway can be given to a man who was a miner and not a navigator.  Secondly a rod is five and a half yards, a measurement usually used by surveyors as it is a fortieth of 220 yards and a fourth of 22 yards, the two nominal side lengths of a perfect acre.

But, mostly, in my own research for two books about the Iditarod and the research of several other more credible historians, the word is anglicized from an Ingalic Indian word "haiditarod," meaning a distant place.  That group of Natives traveled from their villages on the Yukon River, some distance inland to hunt caribou.  That is why it is a distant place.

I suppose I was weary that day, and tired of arguments over trivial mistakes, but I was also not going to give this particular writer the benefit of my research, especially as he apparently made no effort to check the fact on his own.  I let it go.

So, to the folks who may have read that story and passed on that description, I apologize sincerely.  I took his mistake and made it mine as well. None of them will read this but at least it is an effort to set the record straight.

Saturday, August 17, 2013

There are rescues and then there are RESCUES

Try to imagine this:  a helicopter being guided through a mountain pass in the dark and fog that has already prevented others by a C-130 aircraft dropping flares along the way.  With the crew wearing night-vision equipment, locating and picking up a man severely injured in a bear attack and again being guided through the pass by flares dropped from the fixed-wing aircraft.  Then refueling in mid-air before making it to an airport which was closed by the weather and flying to an alternate site.   All of this, in the dark in clouds and fog with a ceiling sometimes as low as 400 feet after two other attempts at the rescue had turned back because of the weather.

Here's the story the way the military tells it.  

The Anchorage Daily News version.

Friday, August 16, 2013

Poppies in the wind



Please bear with me.  This is an experiment.  I saw the slight breeze moving the poppy petals around today and made a short video with my iPhone.  What it reminded me of was the movie "American Beauty."  I read somewhere that the director had seen a plastic bag blowing around, playing if you will, in the wind and it inspired the whole movie which revolves somewhat around a boy on the edge who fills his life with video of beauty as he sees it.  This is 34 seconds and iPhone shaky.  Not exactly ready for prime time, but a learning experience.  Now a plot revolving around a lonely old man recalling the loves of his life and seeing their beauty in the flower garden he cultivates.  That sounds like a work in progress as well, though if you read the poem a couple of posts down, it might be further on its way than I thought.   Then again, maybe not.  It's tough to see the new horizon when you are surrounded by tall mountains.  I would love some feedback.

The song is "Elusive Butterfly" by Bob Lind

Waiting in the usual place

Thursday, August 15, 2013

Going down to the crossroads




Gary Clark Jr., "When My Train Pulls In" Crossroads 2013. 
Give it a moment to get past the warm up.

Of the people I saw, I don't think any of them were younger than 35.  We were a small group anyway, probably fewer than 20, hard to tell in the dark and with most of them behind me.

For a while waiting for it to start I thought about young people arguing on Twitter.  Katy or Gaga?  Beliebers vs. lil Monsters. Serena vs. Demi.  Dimensioners and Swifties.  All for their own music with no idea where it came from, who influenced whom.

Then with the striking of the first note all that melted away while the music slowly immersed us.  Over it sometimes a murmur of  recognition, an understanding laugh at an insiders joke.  Sometimes a quick clap of appreciation, but mostly silence from the small crowd (hmm is that a non sequitur?) as one after another of the great blues, rock and even country, guitar players of our day came to the stage putting his particular brand on the music and the concert.

Among them were names I had never heard before.  Gary Clark Jr., Doyle Bramhill II, Quinn Sullivan, at 14, shredding with Buddy Guy.

And, the familiar names:  Eric Clapton, Guy, Keith Richards, Jeff Beck, Allman Brothers, every one founded in the blues and jazz origins of American popular music, some raising goose bumps they were so good.  And Booker T, oh yes, raising the memory of dancing the slop and the mashed potatoes with Doreen Pryzbos to "Green Onions" in a dance joint, circa 1962.

And, some surprises:  All I have ever heard of John Mayer was his escapades with beautiful celebrity women.  The man can bend.  An awesome performance including a duet with Keith Urban in a powerful bluesy rendition of the Beatles' "Don't Let me Down."  Now there's a new appreciation for John Mayer.  In the past we excused the excesses of the great musicians, even when those excesses killed them, but that was before social media and haters.  Mayer can play; what he does outside of that as long as no one is injured or killed, well, that's his business.  And country's Keith Urban: I always wondered what the beautiful Nicole Kidman saw in a scruffy country singer. Now I think I know.

Who hasn't heard a guitar riff that remains in memory for the rest of life?  Clapton in "Cocaine" and "Sunshine" and "Layla."   Allman Brothers' "Midnight Rider."  Booker T's "Green Onions."  It's a triggered memory thing, more great riffs in mind than a listener can possibly bring to recall on demand.  Oh, yeah, Duane Eddy; "Detour" and "Rebel Rouser."  No, he wasn't there, but he is alive and still playing, now in his 70s.  And here's another one from that era: Does anyone remember Eddie Cochran's "Sumertime Blues?"

One highlight of this concert was adding a new riff. Give a good listen to Gary Clark Jr., playing "When My Train Pulls In" in the attached video.  Almost guaranteed you will have a new riff to remember. 

Clapton organizes these Crossroads concerts every three years to benefit a drug rehabilitation center he sponsors in the Caribbean.  He invites players he likes, some of them surprising. In an interview before the concert showing, Vince Gill expressed as much surprise as anyone that he was included, but once he started playing it was understandable.

There were more and more and more, exhausting, and we only saw two and a half hours of a two-day concert performed in Madison Square Garden last April.  When it ended the few of us in the audience sat and stared at credits for a long time, then slowly walked out, music ringing in our ears, but in silence ourselves.

Many, but of course not all, of the great players of today were there but, only one was really missing. 

The production carried a dedication to the memory of JJ Cale.

Sunday, August 11, 2013

Waiting in the usual place


I waited for you in the usual place.

In time a small bird landed on a branch, a whistle sounded in the woods but there was no way of knowing if it was this bird.

Was that you?

Doubtful, I never heard you sing.

I waited for you in the usual place.

A moose calf meandered past, in no hurry so his mother must have been close.

Was that you?

Doubtful, there is nothing at least apparently maternal about you.

But I still waited for you in the usual place.

Clouds drifted by, occasionally blocking the sun for a moment.

Was that you?

Doubtful, though you have occasionally obscured the light.

I waited for you in the usual place.

Snow covered the higher peaks, allowing them the appearance of renewing their virginity for the ressumption of winter and hiding scars carved by their summer invaders.

Was that you?

Doubtful, there is nothing virginal about you, though I know you bear the scars.

I waited for you in the usual place.

A fish jumped and splashed in the river.

Was that you?

Doubtful, you have never been one to express much joy.

I waited for you in the usual place.

Across the way children laughed in their play.

Was that you?

Doubtful, though I have never heard your laugh.

I waited for you in the usual place.

A woman's voice called for the children.

Was that you?

Doubtful, though I have never heard your voice, unless that was you hanging up after a hesitatnt "hello" the other day.

Indoors, in the usual place, words appeared on a screen.

Was that you?

No, not your words.  And words were all we had; as I must have been to you, you were to me only words on a screen.

I remain in the usual place, but no longer waiting.

No, bb, I may be in the usual place but I'm not waiting around for you any more.

––––––
And then on that screen, was an answer posted? And though you will not wait for me
I’ll wait for you – Oct. 21, 2013

Best headlines ever

Naked pair fed LSD gummy worm to dog

Owners of a Noah's Ark replica file a lawsuit over rain damage

In Southcentral Alaska earthquake, damage originated in the ground, engineers say

A headline that could only be written in Alaska: At state cross country, Glacier Bears and Grizzlies sweep, Lynx repeat, Wolverines make history — and a black bear crosses the trail

Man kills self before shooting wife and daughter

Alabama governor candidate caught in lesbian sperm donation scandal

Sister hits moose on way to visit sister who hit moose.

Man caught driving stolen car filled with radioactive uranium, rattlesnake, whiskey

Man loses his testicles after attempting to smoke weed through a SCUBA tank

Church Mutual Insurance won't cover Church's flood damage because it's 'an act of God'

Homicide victims rarely talk to police

Meerkat Expert Attacked Monkey Handler Over Love Affair with Llama Keeper

GOP congressman opposes gun control because gay marriage leads to bestiality

Owner of killer bear chokes to death on sex toy

Support for legalizing pot hits all-time high

Give me all your money or my penguin will explode

How zombie worms have sex in whale bones

Crocodile steals zoo worker's lawn mower

Woman shot by oven while trying to cook waffles

Nude beach blowjob jet ski fight leads to wife's death

Woman stabs husband with squirrel for not buying beer Christmas Eve

GOPer files complaint against Democrat for telling the truth about Big Lie social posts

Man shot dead on Syracuse Street for 2nd time in 2 days

Alaska woman punches bear in face, saves dog

Johnny Rotten suffers flea bite on his penis after rescuing squirrel

Memorable quotations

The best way to know you are having an adventure is when you wish you were home talking about it." — a mechanic on the Alaska State Ferry System. Or as in my own case planning how I will be writing it on this blog.

"You can't promote principled anti-corruption without pissing off corrupt people." — George Kent

"If only the British had held on to the airports, the whole thing might have gone differently for us." — Mick Jagger

"You can do anything as long as you don't scare the horses." — a mother's favorite saying recalled by a friend

A poem is an egg with a horse inside” — anonymous fourth grader

“My children will likely turn my picture to the wall but what the hell, you only get old once." — Joe May

“Always do sober what you said you'd do drunk. That will teach you to keep your mouth shut.” — Ernest Hemingway

When I write, I feel like an armless, legless man with a crayon in his mouth. Kurt Vonnegut

“If you wrote something for which someone sent you a cheque, if you cashed the cheque and it didn't bounce, and if you then paid the light bill with the money, I consider you talented.”Stephen King

The thing about ignorance is, you don't have to remain ignorant. — me again"

"It was like the aftermath of an orgasm with the wrong partner." – David Lagercrants “The Girl in the Spider’s Web.”

Why worry about dying, you aren't going to live to regret it.

Never debate with someone who gets ink by the barrel" — George Hayes, former Alaska Attorney General who died recently

My dear Mr. Frost: two roads never diverge in a yellow wood. Three roads meet there. — @Shakespeare on Twitter

Normal is how somebody else thinks you should act.

"The mark of a great shiphandler is never getting into situations that require great shiphandling," Adm. Ernest King, USN

Me: Does the restaurant have cute waitresses?

My friend Gail: All waitresses are cute when you're hungry.

I'm not a writer, but sometimes I push around words to see what happens. – Scott Berry

I realized today how many of my stories start out "years ago." What's next? Once upon a time?"

“The rivers of Alaska are strewn with the bones of men who made but one mistake” - Fred McGarry, a Nushagak Trapper

Many people hear voices when no one is there. Some of them are called mad and are shut up in rooms where they stared at walls all day. Others are called writers and they do pretty much the same thing. – Meg Chittenden

A non-writing writer is a monster courting insanity. – Franz Kafka

We are all immortal until the one day we are not. – me again

If the muse is late, start without her – Peter S. Beagle

Substitute ‘damn’ every time you’re inclined to write ‘very;’ your editor will delete it and the writing will be just as it should be. ~Mark Twain Actually you could do the same thing with the word "really" as in "really cold."

If you are looking for an experience that will temper your vanity, this is it. There's no one to impress when you're alone on the trap line. – Michael Carey quoting his father's journal

Either write something worth reading or do something worth writing. – Benjamin Franklin

It’s nervous work. The state you need to write in is the state that others are paying large sums of money to get rid of. – Shirley Hazzard

So far as I can remember, there is not one word in the Gospels in praise of intelligence -- Bertrand Russell

You know that I always just wanted to have a small ship to take stuff from a place that had a lot of that stuff to a place that did not have a lot of that stuff and so prosper.—Jackie Faber, “The Wake of the Lorelei Lee”

If you attack the arguer instead of the argument, you lose both

If an insurance company won’t pay for damages caused by an “act of God,” shouldn’t it then have to prove the existence of God? – I said that

I used to think getting old was about vanity—but actually it’s about losing people you love. Getting wrinkles is trivial. – Eugene O’Neill

German General to Swiss General: “You have only 500,000 men in your army; what would you do if I invaded with 1 million men?”

Swiss General: “Well, I suppose every one of my soldiers would need to fire twice.”

Writing is the only thing that when I do it, I don’t feel I should be doing something else.—Gloria Steinem

Exceed your bandwidth—sign on the wall of the maintenance shop at the West Coast/Alaska Tsunami Warning Center

One thing I do know, if you keep at it, you usually wind up getting something done.—Patricia Monaghan

Do you want to know what kind of person makes the best reporter? I’ll tell you. A borderline sociopath. Someone smart, inquisitive, stubborn, disorganized, chaotic, and in a perpetual state of simmering rage at the failings of the world.—Brett Arends

It is a very simple mind that only knows how to spell a word one way.—Andrew Jackson

3:30 is too late or too early to do anything—Rene Descartes

Everything is okay when it’s 50-below as long as everything is okay. – an Alaskan in Tom Walker’s “The Seventymile Kid”

You can have your own opinion but you can’t have your own science.—commenter arguing on a story about polar bears and global warming

He looks at three ex wives as a good start—TV police drama

Talkeetna: A friendly little drinking town with a climbing problem.—a handmade bumper sticker

“You’re either into the wall or into the show”—Marco Andretti on giving it all to qualify last at the 2011 Indy 500

Makeup is not for the faint of heart—the makeup guerrilla

“I’m going to relax in a very adult manner.”—Danica Patrick after sweating it out and qualifying half an hour before Andretti

“Asking Congress to come back is like asking a mugger to come back because he forgot your wallet.”—a roundtable participant on Fox of all places

As Republicans go further back in the conception process to define when life actually begins, I am beginning to think the eventual definition will be life begins in the beer I was drinking when I met her.—me again

Hunting is a “critical element for the long-term conservation of wood bison.”—a state department of Fish and Game official explaining why the state would not go along with a federal plan to reintroduce wood bison in Alaska because the agreement did not specifically allow hunting

Each day do something that won’t compute – anon

I can’t belive I still have to protest this shit – a sign carriend by an elderly woman at an Occupy demonstration

Life should be a little nuts or else it’s just a bunch of Thursdays strung together—Kevin Costner as Beau Burroughs in “Rumor has it”

You’re just a wanker whipping up fear —Irish President Michael D. Higgins to a tea party radio announcer

Being president doesn’t change who you are; it reveals who you are—Michelle Obama

Sports malaprops

Naked pair fed LSD gummy worm to dog

Owners of a Noah's Ark replica file a lawsuit over rain damage

In Southcentral Alaska earthquake, damage originated in the ground, engineers say

A headline that could only be written in Alaska: At state cross country, Glacier Bears and Grizzlies sweep, Lynx repeat, Wolverines make history — and a black bear crosses the trail

Man kills self before shooting wife and daughter

Alabama governor candidate caught in lesbian sperm donation scandal

Sister hits moose on way to visit sister who hit moose.

Man caught driving stolen car filled with radioactive uranium, rattlesnake, whiskey

Man loses his testicles after attempting to smoke weed through a SCUBA tank

Church Mutual Insurance won't cover Church's flood damage because it's 'an act of God'

Homicide victims rarely talk to police

Meerkat Expert Attacked Monkey Handler Over Love Affair with Llama Keeper

GOP congressman opposes gun control because gay marriage leads to bestiality

Owner of killer bear chokes to death on sex toy

Support for legalizing pot hits all-time high

Give me all your money or my penguin will explode

How zombie worms have sex in whale bones

Crocodile steals zoo worker's lawn mower

Woman shot by oven while trying to cook waffles

Nude beach blowjob jet ski fight leads to wife's death

Woman stabs husband with squirrel for not buying beer Christmas Eve

GOPer files complaint against Democrat for telling the truth about Big Lie social posts

Man shot dead on Syracuse Street for 2nd time in 2 days

Alaska woman punches bear in face, saves dog

Johnny Rotten suffers flea bite on his penis after rescuing squirrel